LIFE IS MAGIC

Hi guys, its been a long time since i have blogged. Durin the period of time, things has happen, happy moments, sad moments and others. Lets start with the sad moments.

Three weeks ago i & John went for an interview at charles & keith. Earlier on i knew that i did not like that job coz it was not my kind of job. But john told me just go for it. So i did it. The next week they called us and said you were selected to work for the company. But i wasnt happy about it. So i just went to work. It was not a easy job, cant sit at all for 10 hrs. The only time i could sit is durin my break time. The people workin there are not friendly and look down on you but some are nice people. I always got picked by the manager. And the manager dosent like me. I just dont know why, is it coz im black ? Those staffs there have told me about this manager. I always do what she says and does it properly. Even, on a day i was not feelin well, the manager did not let me home and i had to stay to work till night. i had to suffer for that whole day. Dam fucked up. Last week on Sunday, i went to work. When i got into the shop and started to work the manager called me. She gave me two sheets of paper to sign on it. I was wonderin what the hell is it. As i read it its a notice of $100 deduction. I was like what the fuck? I had to sign two papers which is $200 deduction. I asked the manager why is this happenin. She told me that i infrom her late when i was not comin to work. I told her i produce a MC to show that i was not feelin well. She told me this was not her problem and this is the company policy. She talked to me in a rude manner. She embrassed me infront of the customers and those wokin there. I nearly wanted to raise hands on her, but lucky she was a women if not things would be other way round. I just told her off what kind of women is she and i told her i'm not goin to work there any more and just walk out of there. When i was walkin out of citilink i saw these indian uncle. He was my friend. I got to know him when i was workin there and he would come collect rubbish, so we would just talk. On that day he saw me and he knew i was down. He came and talked to me and asked what happen. I told him what happpen. He said these company is always like that they will see skin. I was like dam fuckin heart broken coz i always got picked coz im black. The money i earn will be burned and would not be gettin a single cent. Fuck!!

And now for the happy moment. Yeah!!

I finally met Gurpreet. I was dam happy to see her. And she really look like an angel. She was beautiful, Friendly and She's tall. But still shorter then me. Haha. But its just that will i get her? Will i loose her? Will i not able to see and talk to her? These things has been goin round my head for the past few days. Haiee.

I have been gettin alot of bad news. Sometimes i just feel am i too kind towards the people around me? Some people see how the way i look like. But they dont know the inside of me. For just a small thing that i did which was piercin my eyebrow, they say im a bad guy. But lucky some of them understand me and have told those people off. Thanks to that person.

I hope i will find a way to put a full stop on whats goin on.

I just dont understand why must you interfer in my life. I gone through shits for you, helped you get out from gang, helped with your love, with your family, even when someone trys to hurt you i was there to help and had to sacrifice my time for you. But in the end i deserve nothin but you made me a fool. On that day that you got me into shits i forgive you. But that was my biggest mistake that i ever made. I help you is because of your dad. I saw him pityful and i told myself that i will help you out. And so i did. Many of them told me why must i bother about and you are takin risk for your life. But i told them, he is like my brother and i should help him. But now only i know that what they were tellin about you was true. You even wanted to broke my friendship with my bestfriend, Why? Is it because im spendin more time with him then you? Come on. Im was always there when you called me unless im busy with my school work or family. What else you want more. Even worse you spoiled his name to my family and told lies about him that wasnt true. You're seriously a mother fucker, Fuckin corward, fuckin asshole.....Im tellin you, if i ever see you outside im seriously gonna whack you. You made a big mess with my life, family and friends and there you're enjoyin your life like a mother fuckin asshole.

These pass few days i have been mesgin her but she was like mood out or not like how she used to be when i since know her. Im worried why is she like this. Is she havin problems or somethin ? I hope she's not. And i dont know is she havin her meals coz she always does not have proper meal. Hope she does. Really dam worried about her.

God, I know i usually dont pray but for the people i care and love please take care & guide them.

Hello !! Haha. Finally school is over. Gonna enjoy till the max, yeah. Dont have to wear that stupid blue uniform, dont have to see that fuckin school and dont have to see all those fuckin teacher faces. But gonna miss some of the teachers.

Leave that aside. Since holiday has started, i have to plan what to do to occupy my holidays. Im findin for a job and john called me today sayin there is a interview on monday. Im not sure what the job is about but what i know is workin at sentosa resort, that sounds good. Hope to get that job. I have plan something to do durin my holidays, lets see weather it works out.

For now i have to wait for my 'N' level results. I just want to pass four subjects which is English, Tamil, Science and F&N. If i want to go sec 5 i have to pass English, Maths and other 3 subjects. And i dont think i can. If i was eligible to go sec 5 i would not go back to that fuckin school. I told my mom that even i pass or fail i want to take private 'O' level.

Thats all for now. Take care

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Hey Guys, i know its quite a long time since i last update my blog. The reason is, coz ive been busy with my school work and other stuffs. Anyway today was my end of secondary school life. Finally im out of that fuckin school. I would like to say this to my teachers and principal " Fuck you people ". And Mr Chin, my discipline teacher, thanks for that haircut that you gave me. Dont think im goin to forget about it coz When people give me somethin, i would like to give it back. Thats my policy. So watch out gay ass.

My 'N' level is next week and im worried that im not goin to do well. Just have to do my best.

Hey Alycia, haha. Hey guys this is my best friend. She is a good friend but she is a ah lian too. Haha. Dont know when is she goin to change to be a good girl. And Alycia i will teach my friend how to talk to you. But i think you should know he like you. All the best to you guys, haha.

Hey Gurpreet. Im missin you girl. Just cant wait to meet you.
Everyday im sayin my prayers to god, to look after you, guide you through life, do well in studies and most importantly have your meals on time!!!
Hey girl, all the best for your exams.
Love you :)

Hey guys thats all for now.
Will be updatin soon.
And all the best for your exam, guys !!

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'N' level is just few days away..
Im worried that i would not do well for it..
I hope everything will go smooth, Yeahh..

Today is my Elder bro Birthday..
Happy Birthday Day Bro..
But its sad that he is nw not in singapore..
Cant wait for him to get back..

Today at skul i & John kept on prankin ppl..
Gt nothin better else to do, so we prank ppl..
And during F&N lesson i showed middle finger to teacher..
But lucky she did nt c, Had a pic taken..
But its wit john, too bad cant show u guys..
Few days back i was in de train wit john, and two mat rept got off frm de train..
As de train moved, i showed middle finger to dem, haha..
i know its foolish, Hate mats, They n thier floating cap..

Thats all for now
Wish me good luck for my "N" Level..

Happy Birthday Michael Jackson !!!